Faith is the key theme for today’s readings. Paul (Hebrews 11:1-2, 8-19) reminds the Hebrews (and us) of the great faith that Abraham and Isaac and Jacob possessed. Their faith sustained them during the times when they did not “receive what had been promised” to them, what they hoped for – the Messiah – because they believed they would one day in fact see the promise fulfilled. And Paul connects Abraham’s willingness to sacrifice Isaac with his faith in a God who can raise from the dead.
In the gospel (Mark 4:35-41), Jesus is perhaps frustrated, perhaps bemused, perhaps resigned, when the disciples wake Him in fear of the storm. “Why are you terrified? Do you not yet have faith?” Why fear bodily harm if you have faith? You might consider placing yourself as one of the disciples in this scene in contemplation, imagining how you would feel, how you would react to Jesus’ comments (rebukes?).
So, again, what is faith to you? Aquinas, whose feast it was this past Tuesday (January 28) said, “To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To one without faith, no explanation is possible.” Gandhi stated, “There is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever.” Patrick Overton described faith as follows: “When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid for you to stand on or you will be taught to fly.”
Faith – in whom? I suspect we all have experienced times when we have placed faith in another person, or organization, or other human endeavor, only to experience disappointment, anger, and frustration when they inevitably let us down or do not live up to our expectations. But God does not disappoint us, never lets us down, and always exceeds our expectations.
What do you understand faith in God to mean?
Is your faith ebbing, or flowing? Is your faith vibrant and pulsing, or is it shallow and perfunctory? Does your faith move you to act, to change your life, to be less worried, to be more open to God’s surprises? Does your faith move you closer to union with God?
At times in my life, my faith has been weaker than at other times. At times I have been un-faith-full to my call to strengthen and renew my relationship with God. But I cannot recall a time when God has given up on me. I cannot recall a time when there hasn’t been some small voice that reminds me to repair this broken relationship. I cannot remember a time when I have not yearned for more – understanding, solace, peace, joy – that comes from knowing that God is there for me. I do not question where this voice, this yearning comes from, I am only grateful that it is there, that it moves me to seek more, and to try harder, and move closer, to the one person in whom I know that my faith always will be safe.
And so, my prayer today is for the grace to strengthen my faith, to be faith-full in seeking God, and to let go of the worry that I sometimes let creep into my life.
May God Bless You and Grant You His Peace!